Gym

Why do I put myself through going to gym at 06:30 in the morning, when I can lie in bed with my dogs and sleep in until at least 07:30....Well, because I feel refreshed now and ready for the day and in a months time when I look good again, I am going to be happy I went. As for 15:00 this afternoon....I am not so sure I will be feeling so fresh anymore.

Its Monday and I hate Mondays.

"I wish it was Sunday
'Cause that's my funday
My I don't have to runday
It's just another manic Monday"

Sunday Night

Well its Sunday night and I am lying in bed after a very filling dinner with some great friends and really good conversation. Spent the afternoon with Rich and his school mate, and had a great stare at the many sculpted and styled bodies and hair at Le Med. Conversation at dinner was a lot more serious and we had a great chat about religion and a friend said something that I really liked, and that I am going to use from now on as a personal mantra.....

"Christianity is not a religion, it is a relationship......"

Thanks Brian

No Air

Tell me how I'm suppose to breathe with no air losing you is like living in a world with no air.....

Thinking about things and people who come into your life, and who influence your life. Then when they leave (you) you think you will never survive, or you will never have such a good time, or you will never have such nice friends again, and you cant breathe. There are some who are in your life for a brief moment, who are there to share a Friday night out, and then just as you are starting to have fun and enjoy their company, they go back to London. There are those who make your life bliss for a few years who love you and cherish you. There are those who skip in and out of your life from time to time and who leave their footprints deep in your heart, and then they move out..

Then there are those few individuals who you meet quite by chance, and after a show in a foyer, who you realize will be your friend for ever. Someone you can count on and who will be there for you whenever you need them. All these people come and go through your life like a river, for a reason. They are there to shape and mold your life and make it richer.

So, take what you can from people in your life, even if they are only there for a few days, months or 2 years. They are there because the universe is trying to teach you something.

But Somehow I'm still alive inside. You took my breath but i survived I don't know how but I don't even care

Window

So here I stand at the window
Waiting for MY cup to pass
Standing by the window
Because I left the gate open

How lucky am I....

So what can be better.... Went for a walk with Lucca on the Promenade after speaking to my spiritual brother ;-) and the sun is setting. So I take a minute and stand there to watch the sun set, plating the sea in a golden layer of pure sunshine goodness. In the background the sky is turning into an orange glow of fire and sky, behind me the sun reflects a layer of purple and pink haze framing the city and everything in it. On my mp3 player I am listening to the Rent soundtrack and I think of good friends all over the world, who made my life a fantastic musical to live in. And I cant help but think......How lucky am I.

NO DAY BUT TODAY

The Additction

If there is one thing I have learnt from the friends I have in the fellowship, it is that the addiction is even present in people who don't take drugs or drink. The disease is the addiction, what you are addicted to, is just the way of expressing that addiction. So I find myself more and more concerned about this, and wonder if I should just come right out and say I have an addiction. But am I ready to take responsibility for what comes after that and what constitutes an addiction. I think I need to investigate all these things a little more. Besides, I believe we all have some sort of addiction at some stage or form in our lives.....

Fight the urge!!!!

I hate Facebook

If I have to get one more person asking me if I am on Facebook, I am going to hit them. I cant stand Facebook because it just kills human interaction. Facebook is great for connecting with people you haven't spoken to in years. You know what is even better for that....the telephone.... Facebookers, stop trying to get everybody you know on there, and respect when someone chooses not to be on Facebook. Go ahead and have your drink when you click a button, I will be at a coffee shop having a real coffee with a real person. And by the way...there is a reason why have lost contact with "friends" from school......Just something to ponder....

So this is it.....

And here I start.... my first post on my brand new blog......I don't know what to say...so I wont say anything.....