Giddy @ Gym

I went back to gym again today for the first time in about 2 weeks. Decided to change my routine, jsut for today, to go at night after work. CLEARLY with an laterior motive. Got to gm and started my usual training program, which I have been doing now for about 2 years (I know its time to change the program), but my hawk eyes were scanning the floor, upstairs, downstairs, weights area, cardio area. The gym was empty. At 17:15, the gym was empty. then eventually, as I was about to leave, Bruce informed me that the gym had all of a sudden become so full, that you could not move. I immediately lost my guts. You know the feeling where you get this sensation in your lower tummy, like you have had too many dried peaches for lunch. I was like a school boy with his first crush. Smiling, actually grinning, nervous, excited, happy. That lasted about 1.5 minutes, as I left and you were just getting started. This slipstream is exciting my so much, and I dont want to stop riding.