Darkness

Its dark out there,

and even more so in here

I cant find a light switch, but even if I find one, can I switch it on.

Will I be ok with what I see in the solace of the light

Will the light be comforting,

or will it be a sharp cold dagger thrusting into my heart,

bleeding my heart dry again.

It just healed so I will leave the light of,

and feel my way around,

lovingly stroking everything in the room to feel what it is,

and caring holding the things dear to my non bleeding, recovered heart.